Skin Growthson Inner Labia

still waiting ...


still waiting ... I keep hoping that love
sincere, pure, disinterested
still waiting for that special woman, who is willing to give his life for my
still waiting for that woman who can not live a day without thinking about my
still waiting for that woman her eyes shine like newly chromed metal when I look I'm hoping to change
cold nights by night full of heat, sweat and skin

I still think that everyone has someone pre-determined, and before that there is very little to do
keep thinking about you ....
... And let me tell you something, no single day has passed niun having no thought about you ... although I know that you already forgot me
... And let me tell you something ... at night it costs me a world to fall asleep ... and it's because I'm thinking of you
... and you know .... if you only knew how much I love you, how much you sleep and you breathe ... maybe things would be different, but I have no arms to tell you ... and that frustrates me

and another thing ... I can not help with this ... I need to forget or live with a whole life .. I have suffered much, ... and does not seem right ... I love you more than anyone or anything ... and it is much
... I need to forget, I need you out of my head and erase like a pc file ...
that sounds easy ... but we are not machines but living beings who feel pain, sorrow, anguish, love and sadness ...

... I love you, from the first day I saw you, and do not know how long this poison inside me ...

Bulma Goes Back In Time

I tried to be rebellious ...


So ... I tried to be rebellious, but could not.
I tried with all my soul, my whole being (sages) but could not. My blood
helped me, but maybe not sufuciente.
encouraging my spirit was not enough.
The good angel bad angel beat him.
If this were a movie it would be boring, grace is to win bad.

Well ...

tried to get my parents' car without permission, before 18 clear ... but I could not
tried to do "zimarra" ..
but I never tried to copy classes ... but I was wrong and I was afraid of getting caught
I tried to answer a teacher in class and disrespect ... but I did not tried to use
ring, piercings or how silly can one click ... but I did not like
tried to wear long hair .. but I tried was terrible
smoking at school, but I tried not smoke
heavy rock music ... but I tried to escape
charge of my house for a few days so that my parents were scared, but it was not
tried to study theater, music, movies, etc ... I had no talent but I tried to wear
extrafalaria, but I feel I tried to be
hippie ... but it was not my
tried to go live in USA or Europe, for two years ... but I could not

tried to do many things to be irreverent, unique, different, unusual, well ... my goal was to be rebellious, and people realized that barely look at me ... but I could not, perhaps a coward, perhaps mature, perhaps for fear of embarrassment or failure, really do not know.

... but we do know is that if he returned at age 15, try to do all those things I did not, but leave me bad ...

with my 28 years I've learned that things have to be done, whether or if, because if not, one then repents ... and it's better to regret something you did, to repent for something you never dared to do ... because it is too late, because other priorities are, because society punishes us hard if we do what we dictate, because we are too old for that. That

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