Sunday, August 6, 2006

Bulma Goes Back In Time

I tried to be rebellious ...


So ... I tried to be rebellious, but could not.
I tried with all my soul, my whole being (sages) but could not. My blood
helped me, but maybe not sufuciente.
encouraging my spirit was not enough.
The good angel bad angel beat him.
If this were a movie it would be boring, grace is to win bad.

Well ...

tried to get my parents' car without permission, before 18 clear ... but I could not
tried to do "zimarra" ..
but I never tried to copy classes ... but I was wrong and I was afraid of getting caught
I tried to answer a teacher in class and disrespect ... but I did not tried to use
ring, piercings or how silly can one click ... but I did not like
tried to wear long hair .. but I tried was terrible
smoking at school, but I tried not smoke
heavy rock music ... but I tried to escape
charge of my house for a few days so that my parents were scared, but it was not
tried to study theater, music, movies, etc ... I had no talent but I tried to wear
extrafalaria, but I feel I tried to be
hippie ... but it was not my
tried to go live in USA or Europe, for two years ... but I could not

tried to do many things to be irreverent, unique, different, unusual, well ... my goal was to be rebellious, and people realized that barely look at me ... but I could not, perhaps a coward, perhaps mature, perhaps for fear of embarrassment or failure, really do not know.

... but we do know is that if he returned at age 15, try to do all those things I did not, but leave me bad ...

with my 28 years I've learned that things have to be done, whether or if, because if not, one then repents ... and it's better to regret something you did, to repent for something you never dared to do ... because it is too late, because other priorities are, because society punishes us hard if we do what we dictate, because we are too old for that. That

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Sunday, July 2, 2006

Read The Samoan Bible Online

I had to ... Women

Exactly

for two years (02.enero.2004) I wrote a few words to a woman who long ago I do not see. They are sent by mail and unfortunately I did not keep any record. But he said something like:



to get back to you ...

I had to cross the dangerous seas
I had to fight the highest peak
had to fight with the most savage tribes
had to walk at
darker paths had to fly with the most adverse weather had
to spend the coldest nights I had to endure
hottest deserts
had to do all that and much more ...

and if the end result was a kiss from you, then do it again a thousand times more ...

Today, I do not know if it was worth having swept both (as they say) for this woman, that surely not even appreciate what I wrote, which was most sincere ... really.